I want to deafen both your ears and make you disappear
but my wants go unheard like the rest of the world
gather round and see this mess that i've created
paint your pictures inside your head and trust your gut reactions
I'll abuse my lungs and my head start a forward process
call me dead and I'll still respond but I'm lifeless from this point forward
I never knew I could feel this way
I sleep to forget that I'm still alive
and my dreams just remind me of ways to die
so I smoke to numb all these black walls
they are dormant inside my heart
fuck this place i'm over everything that has consumed it
distort my face to better suit the thoughts inside my brain
I've been wondering where I had gone
and if bleeding would bring back an older version
though I would gag at the sight of the future
I'll still admit that there's nothing better
but I am going no where
I sleep to forget that I'm still alive
and my dreams just remind me of ways to die
so I smoke to numb all these black walls
they are dormant inside my heart
I cannot believe I am gone
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